I am in sullen colours and feeling down. I will have to wait for the laughter tomorrow might bring. One more night of deep depression; I think I can handle that. After all, I have dealt with it for years, like what's one more day? A lot! That's what. I am sick of not being able to smile and mean it. I just put on my daily façade and go on with life as normally as I possibly can. What I would do to smile and feel my spirits be lifted, for my smile not to be as face paint covering my true emotion. What I would give to be truly happy and to feel as those who feel happiness from their heart and soul, not from their mind playing tricks on them. I want joy to come back into my life.L
Written on 30 October 2005 at 8:59 pm
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Quote of the moment:
Up where they walk. Up where they run. Up where they stay all day in the sun. Wanderin' free. Wish I could be. Part of that world